Hurry, Hurry, Hurry … Step Right This Way
Wednesday Evening (10:00pm) 8/19/2009
I’m heading for the circus in the morning!
Tomorrow, (Thursday) is a big big day! At 7:00am in the morning they want to CT scan me for more cancer in my body … then they want to take some blood samples too. But why 7 in the morning I ask.
Now let’s see, I live about an hour from the hospital, so that means I have to leave the house by 6am … but I have to be awake enough to drive too so that means I have to get up about 5am … but wait, I’ll want to take a shower before going to see the doctors … so now we’re talking about 4:30am … now how’s this good for me? … oh wait, I can’t have my coffee either. This is cruelty my friend … it’s a conspiracy to make the sick, sicker I tell you. But I do get to drink some liquid garbage so the scans are clearer.
Before I had this cancer I didn’t do 7am well … what the hell’s the hurry? They’re making me feel crappier keeping these appointments.
Everything seems to be “rush rush rush” …. until its vacation time for the Doc or some other thing. I may not have much of life left … but I still have a life … and I want to live it.
This is the last ridiculous appointment I’m keeping. You hear that Doc? … “I ain’t doing this no more, no way!” … it’s too disruptive to me, my entire household … even my dog is upset! No more early stuff … let’s do it after dinner from now on.
If I continue to keep this schedule up, it’s going to insure that I spend time in hospital … from exhaustion!
I have to go to work too you know, it’s not easy to program on a tired mind.
